What is your purpose on Earth?

Have you ever wondered what you are doing here?

I have had many theories over the years, I have read many factual books from people who have had near death experiences , I have received a lot of channeled messages from guides who can help me with my research. My thoughts and feelings on this subject has changed slightly with more detail but the base of what I have always felt has remained the same. If you

have the mindset that there is only this life and nothing after your death, you won't understand this concept. I am coming from a place of your soul is ever evolving throughout life times. If you believe you have guides, they were once living as well and have been through all the experiences, so they are now in a position to be helping and guiding you while you go through the process of the soul's journey.

Before we are born into this life, we are a form of energy which can hold memory, programs, an account of experiences. I believe we choose the day we are going to be born and the day we are going to die. I don't believe we choose the circumstances of our death, only the day in which it will happen. I also believe that our soul has already chosen what lessons it is going to learn while here and what lessons it is going to teach others while here.

For example, Lets say there are two souls. They are connected already and have made a contract between one another that one will teach the other an experience or share an experience with them. This one soul is going to be born as a male and has chosen the type of family it wants to experience life with. This other soul has chosen to be born a female and has chosen the type of family she wants to experience life with. Before both of these souls came

to Earth, there contract with one another was to experience a soul deep love, but they agree it is only going to last for 2 years. When these two souls get to a certain age, they meet, they already feel they are connected and for 2 years they have an amazing love affair and then it ends, contract finished. They part ways. The soul lesson has happened and is complete. The problem with the human experience is that the ego has questions still. Why did they leave me? Was that a waste of time? What happened? As a human being we struggle with the answers because of all the conditioned beliefs we have.

Another soul may have asked for the lesson in loyalty or deceit. So during their life they encounter a partner who is either loyal to them or deceitful to them. The lesson has been experienced for the soul. The ego is hurt.. Another theory, what if in a past life your soul was very disloyal to everyone you came across, your soul created a life which hurt people and used people. When that life time ended and you could see the damage that your soul did to other people, for the growth of your soul in the next life you ask to experience what it felt like for what you did to all those other people. So in this lifetime, you marry the love of your life and they cheat on you. Now your soul has the experience from both sides. In one life time you experience what it was to be disloyal and hurt others and in this life you experienced what it was to be hurt and on the receiving end. But as human beings again, we can't see past the thought of the hurt.

Whatever lessons your soul wants to experience, that is what you are going to attract into your life. If you want to experience being challenged and to always push yourself, you may find you are always in situations where it's a struggle. If you want to experience what it is to lose people, you may find a lot of people have left your life from a young age.

I also theorise this with bad things that happen to people. If in a previous life time you took the life of someone, it was at your hands that someone died, is there a contract in return where you agree that they can then take your life? Once you have experienced dying at the hands of someone else and experienced causing death to someone else, is that contract between those two souls now complete. I also feel that this can't happen unless our soul is in agreeance. It's like giving permission to another soul to give you the experience, it's a gift they are giving you for growth.

Like a soul who only wants to experience conception. They don't want to experience birth or life as a human, just conception. There is an agreement with the mother soul and the baby soul. I will allow you the experience, I will conceive you, allow you to experience 8 weeks in the womb and then you can leave. it is a gift both the souls are giving to one another that was asked for and consented by both. The mother remains on Earth and has the experience of all the emotions that are attached to losing a child through miscarriage.

From all the experiences that happen between souls, it helps your soul with the growth it feels it needs to keep evolving higher and higher until you are in the position of being able to guide others through life. If you look back over your life at all the souls you have come into contact with, what have they taught you about yourself, what have you taught them about themselves? What if my soul chose to experience 'abandonment' to know what the emotions were that were connected to abandonment. I would invite people into my life who were going to leave. What if my soul chose to experience "empathy" to know how to feel sorrow for others and to really care, I will attract people into my life who are troubled and need help, even if I put my own life in detriment I still asked for this experience. What if my soul chose to experience what it was to starve and be poor and I found myself being born in a third world country to know what that experience was like. What if in my next life my soul chose to experience wealth and i found myself working in a third world country caring for the starving children. What if in this life my soul chose to be diseased with health issues and all the emotions that go with that circumstance and in my next life I chose to experience being a doctor.

I also believe if you have asked your soul for a lesson and you keep getting those lessons and you are not acknowledging them, not learning from them and repeating a pattern, you will continually be in a cycle of having the same emotions and lessons play over and over.

We get so caught up in the ego, in conditioned beliefs, in thinking it is just this lifetime and believing that somehow the Universe or someone else has done things to us. We can't fathom that maybe our soul decided to have this experience. We can't fathom that maybe this is not the only existance we will have, there is much more to experience. What if the soul is ever evolving over and over taking on as many experiences as it can, wanting to change the course or direction for others to follow. There are new souls entering all the time, being guided by the old souls.

Whenever you feel you are going through a really tough time, instead of focusing purely on the people involved and what happened and how can you fix it, look at what lesson you received. What did you learn from that other person? What did you learn from the experience? When you can acknowledge the lesson as the blessing, you will start to see how this can change, you will start to see an improvement in the situation, it's like it all suddenly makes sense. But when you are going through a period of hurt, you won't progress with clarity until you are ready. What you are going through right now will eventually pass, it's just at the moment you can't see how and because you are still hurting. So keep thanking yourself for the lesson you have just received, even if you think the lesson was a crap one, at least by doing this it will help to shift quicker for you.